This evening I was watching a Netflix’s series called From Scratch…. It’s an excellent series.It evoked so many emotions, laughter, joy, peace contentment and sorrow. A series of life events took this couple from the peaks of happiness to the depths of despair. It took me immediately back to Terry’s diagnoses of stage 4 cancer of the tongue, all the ups, downs, sickness hospital stays, pet scans, all the frightful things that happen during cancer. I cried through all 8 episodes…. 13 years he’s gone and in a minute I was right back there reliving the past. Thats what grief is about. It comes in waves, sometimes it overtakes you sometimes it allows you to smile and remember the good times….